Translation of the verse 143 from Surah al-‘Imran : Number of verses 200 - - page 68 - Part 4.
You did indeed wish for death (Ash-Shahadah - martyrdom) before you met it. Now you have seen it openly with your own eyes.
And you had certainly wished for martyrdom before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it [before you] while you were looking on.
(3:143) You previously longed for death (in the way of Allah): now you have faced it, observing it with your own eyes. *102
*102). This is with reference to those Companions who had urged the Prophet to go out of Madina and take on the enemy there because of their ardent desire for martyrdom. (See Ibn Sa'd, Tabaqat, vol. 2, p. 38 - Ed.)